from the archives...

Easter, from the archives. 4 years ago, to be exact. Spidergirl, looking more like a Smurf.

this was....
before we knew she had severe allergies
before all four of her surgeries
before medications consumed our lives
before Mom died
before i lost friends
before i lost trust
before ashlyn's diagnosis
before bitterness was such a recognizable emotion
before i started working outside of the home again
before my brother was a familiar part of my life again

a lot can change in four years.

and i sit here wondering exactly when things changed.

conclusion: today is just a rough day. that's all.